Too quick to trust....

You know I haven't wrote in this blog for months. It just doesn't seem to fit into time or the things I have to say aren't in the negative. It seems to be where I vent. And things have been good the last few months. And I let loose and get comfortable and back down and it bites me in the ass as usual. Here's hoping one day it will be better.

Moving Too Much...

I cannot wait to be done school to settle down for awhile. I feel like I am moving back and forth, back and forth. I mean I want to meet people but nothing is ever going to work if I am always moving around. I decided to join this chat/dating site and I have talked to a bunch of people and met a couple and I'm having fun but I have to move home in a month and then I won't be here all summer. So now it seems like a waste of time. But I still want to have some fun with it. So I guess I will try and just enjoy my time and see what happens. I don't think I am going to wait anymore because I am tired of waiting. It's all about going with the flow!

What is the point???

Man it had been so long since I blogged I almost forgot my password. You know I have things to say. But it's usually all the same, and it's usually about me and Kelsey fighting or maybe just the fact that I feel Kelsey basically does nothing without instruction if she does it at all. It sucks and it makes me angry. A lot. And for the most part I have no interest to be here or around her because it only puts me in a bad mood. Seriously. I want to go to a movie by myself now. And I should have gone to Walmart without her because I only felt rushed and annoyed. And I want to spend money that I don't have. And I hate that stupid RCMP who gave me a speeding ticket that I also had to pay off and the stupid phone/cable/internet bill that is $100 a month. Fucking bullshit. So basically I am paying more here for rent and utilities then if I was in Edmonton with you guys. I really wish my program wasn't just here. I really wish I didn't have to grow up yet and pay bills. I really wish that I could find something in my life to be happy about. Because there isn't a lot. The happy days come in small numbers. I have no motivation what so ever..... blah.

FUCK I HATE HER RIGHT NOW!