DONE!!

I have finally finished my last midterm, done, done, done! It's very calming almost. So nice to just get it off my chest. Now I just have to start studying for finals and work on my design and get my portfolios together for my applications in the Design programs. Hell that's going to be the most stressful thing coming up. I have my Computer Science lab final next week too but I'm not too worried about that. The labs were easy and I have heard the final is almost the same. I'm sure I will be fine. Oh and I had my computer science presentation today too. That was nerve racking. I hate presentations. But it went well and our group did fine. It's worth 8% and I would have to say we couldn't have got any lower than 6%. So that's good. My Econ midterm sucked. I didn't really have enough time and her wording of the questions were confussing. I dunno. We will see how I did, but I'm scared. And we usually get the question booklet but if I want mine I have to get it from her later since I wrote the test early I wasn't allowed to have it. Oh well. No big deal. So yeah that's my update.

Oh but I had the worst sleep of my life last night. I went to bed early because I knew I had to get up and had to write my midterm today but I had a bad headache too. Well I don't know if it was the tea I drank or just me but I could not fall asleep for like 2 hours. So much for getting more sleep. And I didn't sleep that well either, I was rolling around a lot and just uncomfortable. Hopefully I will sleep better tonight. So that's my story and I'm stickin to it. Can anyone guess what song that is from?? Haha. Later dudes.

Kim

Snow Plow

Ok I know I have been talking about this all day but SERIOUSLY??? Snow plowing at 4:30 in the fucking morning right outside of a residence. Are you fucking joking. I went to bed later then I wanted to last night just cause of whatever. Then once I went to bed random girls in this wing decided to be loud and stupid. So I didn't get to sleep right away. I was going to say something, but then they were quiet. So I went to sleep at probably 1:00. I had a midterm this morning in Human Sexuality at 8:00 am so I wanted to get a fairly decent sleep. Yeah well that didn't happen at all. I was kind of restless for some reason, who cares though, I was sleeping.

UNTIL.... the stupid snow plow. So I was woken up to the sounds of those crazy big snow plows that have the bob cat like shovels on them. It was just going about it's business SCRAPING away at the asphalt to clear all that snow and making LOUD BEEPING NOISES while backing up, shoveling the sidewalk right outside my window. AAAAAHHHHH. I'm like ok so maybe it's almost time to get up right? WRONG! I look at my clock and it's 4:30 in the morning. FOUR THIRTY! Yeah so I was pissed. It took me forever to fall back asleep because I could hear it back and forth, back and forth, and then I was just so angry about the whole situation I just couldn't sleep.

Once I did back to sleep I only had a few hours left before I had to get up. Therefore I ended up being really slow this morning on the get go. I made it to my midterm on time, and it didn't go to badly but it probably could have gone better if I slept better. It just makes me bitter. I mean for what reason would they be doing it then of all times. I understand cause there are no cars or people at this time so it might make it easier, but there are people sleeping. Go snowplow somewhere else on campus where there are no people. Oh and I don't even know if that is really allowed cause I know construction can't start till 7:00 am because of noise bylaws so I don't know how this is any different. It better not happen again or I am going to speak to someone, ANYONE about it.

Totally unacceptable. And it ended up ruining my whole day because I was so tired so I slept through part of my Computer Science class and part of my Econ class and I felt like I was walking around like a deadbeat. Even squash wasn't as much fun today just because I didn't have the energy to try or run around. You will pay snow plow man, if I ever find you....

But I guess I am ok now. Must move on right. Finish off my stupid Computer Science project and off to bed it is for me. If I hadn't been procrastinating about this all night (the project that is) I could be in bed by now. Oh well. Now I must be off. Later dudes!

Oh Alcohol...

Last night was a good time. Oh St. Patrick's Day, how you influence alcohol intake! Haha. Duke's was fun, a lot of drunken people doing supid drunken things. And a lot of fun amuzing conversations with drunken people. It was a good time.

I talked to Chris Thompson a bunch. He just came up and started chatting with me. That has only happened one other time this year and we were both drunk then too. Hahaha. Pure crazyness. That kid is pretty cool though.

Playing quarters and hanging out was a good time. Silly silly. Alison and Leanne, you guys are always good for some entertainment. Now your picture is captured by all the guys who work at Duke's! Hahaha. Sweet. You make me laugh. Hope you had some good times last night.

I think that is the last time I will be drinking this year. Can't do it anymore. Too hard on the body and I have to worry about school now that we are getting close the end.

Later all!

Jealousy

It's been really weird, but lately I have felt jealous of everyone and what they have and their lives. And sometime they may not even understand their life or are not even at all happy with it, but I still wish. Does this make sense? What is wrong with me? If I put out there why I was jealous about some things most of you would be like why?? It's not that great, or they don't think it's great at all.

I think the real problem is I am so unhappy with so much of my own life that I am trying to escape through others and it's not really working. Other then the fact that the U of A is in Edmonton and I have to be in Edmonton to go here, I would be tempted to stay home if the program was offered in Calgary. I mean not everything is always perfect there, but generally I think I am more happy and content when I am there, at home then when I am here. It's weird, and I don't know why, but that's how I am feeling at the moment. Maybe I just need a home fix and then I will be ready to come back. Maybe it will be better next year when I'm not living in Lister and I have a home.

So many things running through my brain. But I have to try and block them out and just finish this year because I have so much left I need to do and I can't have this holding me back all the time. I feel like I have been shot in the head and my brains are splattered all over the wall behind me. Not functioning normally. AAAAHHHHHH!!!

Ok I feel a bit better now that my thoughts have been sprawled across the page. Hope you enjoy the crazy confusion called my life.

Peace

Strange how things work out....

This weekend was a bit of a bust in terms of plans but in the end I still had fun and it was probably the way it should have been. I mean Friday we had the Gin and Juice party and I thought it would be a fun time and it could show my sister a good rez time. But it kinda failed. I mean the party was pretty pathetic in terms of Lister parties. And she didn't even like the gin which doesn't surprise me so now I have to pay for her anyways even though she didn't drink any and she drank my other alcohol. Lol. Oh well. We peobably should have gone to Duke's. Always guaranteed to have a good time. But it worked out ok cause everyone ditched to pass out and who knows what. I got to talk to Pat's brother who is a lot nicer then Pat. Pretty cool kid. Me and Kelsey had a good time talking to Matt. I don't get to have many good conversations with him but it was fun. Then we went to bed pretty early and just had a good sleep.

Saturday we got up and went to West Ed where Kels had never been before. It was super busy there though. We bought something from Winners but it was like the first store we hit so the other stores it was more like exploring the mall. We were there for awhile and met up with Heather and Matt who were also here this weekend and it was fun to see them again. Then we took the bus back and went to BP's for a good dinner on my dad. :) Yummy food. Then we came back, got ready and went.

Again this year it was just my true friends that came. Thank you Dani, Leanne, and Ali, you made this weekend for me and I value your friendship. No one else made it but we danced a bit, got angry at the stupid bitches at the bar and then walked home, got chips and pizza and just watched Grease. Which was the best part of the night for me. :) I guess I don't need much else then to be with my friends and being our normal silly selves, just singing to the movie. That made my night. Then me and Kels just went off to bed and slept.

I read in the morning and she slept in and then we watched a movie. Then I took her to the bus and she went home. It was really weird to say good by to her. I was actually kind of sad she was going. I miss her. I'm glad she came. Then I just had a chillin night, talking to Dani and watching Coyote Ugly. It was a pretty relaxing night. Now I have to get my shit together and keep on top of things till the end of the year! It's gettin close guys. 47 days till I move back home and 32 days till the last day of classes. It's crazy. The next few weeks will be busy for all of us. But thanks again guys, I love you all, and I am always here for you if you need someone.

drunken weekend

Hey guys, what's up? Thought I would amuse myself by writing a blog while still recovering from my hangover even though it is now 4:00 in the afternoon. I haven't been like this in so long. It was nice to just party though. Oh man I miss it. Being responsible sucks sometimes. Haha. Oh well. So Thursday night was a good time. It sucked that we had to wait in line at the Union for so long but only because I had to pee really. I need to get a new bladder... Me and Dani danced tons and it was a good time. I drank a fair mount too. Silly alcohol, it cost me so much money, I wish I was a cheap drunk. Hahaha. Unfortunately we left by about 12:30 because I was feeling ill, stupid cramps, and Dani wanted to go home anyways. But I had such a good time partying with the floor. It's been awhile since I have done that.

We caught a cab and went home. Shared some Kraft Dinner which was super tasty and then I sat in the lounge for quite awhile with people chatting. It was a good time. Although I was up until about 3 and I didn't end up making it to my math class that morning. I guess I will just have to get the notes from Hardcore, if I can read them. So yesterday was a bit of a right off. However I did go to the design studios and do a bit of homework which is good. My goal is to not fall behind this second half of the semester so I can actually go home on time after my portfolio is due.

Last night was a rockin good time though. Sweatpants are just so comfortable, it was a good kegger. I did however get really drunk. I remember all of the night except the last hour is probably a bit blurry. Beer is just bad news with me, I just get stupid on the stuff. I was right fucked that's for sure. I'm paying for it today too. I had fun though. Met some new people. Don't know if they will remember me though cause we were all kinda drunk. We threw stuff at this really drunk guy Chris which was funny. That's what he gets for passing out in the middle of a kegger, not cool man. Oh the one thing that was pissy though... I stepped in some gum on the floor in the house and it was nasty. I remember being kinda pissed about it all night. Kinda minor but that's me. Anyways, I saw people leaving slowly but I ended up being there for a long time. The house was definitely emptying out by then.

At the end of the night I remember I was going to walk home with Leanne. I was getting ready to go and I thought that just some random guy gave her a beer and she was going to stay and chat so I left by myself which was cool. I was informed this morning that the guy was Kjell. That is why I am pretty sure that I don't remember everything from last night cause Kjell is a hard guy to miss. Anyways, I was also told that I was very drunk and apparently I fell out of one of the chairs or knocked it over or something and Kjell helped me up. Definitely don't remember that. I dunno. I walked home really fast and went straight to bed. I was going to go to bed makeup and all but I ended up actually washing it off so that's good.

Some good times! It's made for a pretty good weekend and I still have a day left! Which is sweet. I do have homework to do though. Especially cause next weekend will probably be similar because Kelsey is coming to town and we are going to party for my b-day. So that's pretty cool. But that's the gist of it. Later all.