So I am a crazy ass person who does stupid shit and can be very blonde at times. I can't spell and I like to waterski and wakeboard. I talk a lot about random things and most people just learn not to listen. Party on Peeps!!
Monday, May 29, 2006
Good Weekend in E-town
So this weekend was a good time all around I thought. Driving with Dani to Edmonton and back was a good time. We had great fun speedying by people and mooing at cows and singing. And I had fun chilling with Leanne and eating Dairy Queen icecream and seeing her cousin and going out to Cook. I always loved partying at Cook. Me and Leanne had a good talk there, at the bar, a weird place for it yes but it was fun. Then we had McDicks which was quite satisfying. :) Coloring Leanne's hair was a good time too. And then I had dinner with Dani and her parents, which was fun and nice as well. It helped cheer me up and made things easier. Too many thoughts and decisions t to make about school right now.... And I have a headache now because my family was fighting tonight, I was trying to avoid it but the house is only so big. I guess you can't always get away from it. Now I'm kinda stressed though. I think it's bed time. No more reading for me tonight. Love you all. Talk to you soon.
Monday, May 22, 2006
My body hurts....
Well May long weekend was awesome. I partied a little, was outside most of the weekend and enjoyed the sun. I got a bit of a burn on my face but it's pretty minor. My muscles however are suffering. I went wakeboarding and waterskiing for the first time yesterday, my god it is hard on the body. I have forgotten. I need to get in better shape. I think I might get a membership at the YMCA. :) So yeah. Life isn't too bad. Tired now though. I might be getting a second job at Shank's so I will let you know what happens with that. Breif summery. I have a very large headache from being out in the sun and getting wiplash yesterday, so I will talk to you later. :)
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
I can't win!!!!!
Ok I mean I'm not really looking for a boyfriend, but when you are attracted to someone the thought comes to you right. Well there is this guy that works in the shop at the airport. He is an apprentice, age 23 and his name is Cliff. I was really starting to like him, and obviously still do but I am slightly depressed because I found out today that he has a girlfriend. Of course he does. Why wouldn't he with my luck.
I seriously am giving up on a social life. It's actually sad. I have also realized that I have no friends left in Calgary. Yes Dani is back with me which is a blessing because then my life really would be depressing but we are both working. But other then that and family friends of course I really don't have anyone. So I'm not going to be out much, which means I won't be meeting anyone. Why is this bothering me so much lately.
Seriously it wasn't a problem before, but now it seems to be. I am thinking I need to stay more busy. I am still trying to get another job other than the airport because that will keep me busy and I can also make more money which will in turn allow me to spend more money which always makes me happy, when I am buying movies and such. Listen to me, are you reading this, I don't know why you would, I sounds like a frickin loonie toon. I really need to clear my head or learn to be happy with who I am and what I have. I am crazy aren't I?????
I seriously am giving up on a social life. It's actually sad. I have also realized that I have no friends left in Calgary. Yes Dani is back with me which is a blessing because then my life really would be depressing but we are both working. But other then that and family friends of course I really don't have anyone. So I'm not going to be out much, which means I won't be meeting anyone. Why is this bothering me so much lately.
Seriously it wasn't a problem before, but now it seems to be. I am thinking I need to stay more busy. I am still trying to get another job other than the airport because that will keep me busy and I can also make more money which will in turn allow me to spend more money which always makes me happy, when I am buying movies and such. Listen to me, are you reading this, I don't know why you would, I sounds like a frickin loonie toon. I really need to clear my head or learn to be happy with who I am and what I have. I am crazy aren't I?????
Friday, April 21, 2006
Brooks and Dunn
So I went to Brooks and Dunn last night. Such a good concert. That was the second time I saw them and they are always an awesome show. Aaron Prichett and Sara Evans played too. They were awesome. Sara Evans was awesome. I love all her music. Aaron sang a new song called Hold My Beer. It was soooo good. Funny too. Sara sang a new one too. But I don't remember it that well. A good night of entertainment. Me and Kelsey danced some too. Good times. But there were these 4 guys in from of us that we all wanted to kill. They were up and down constantly buying beer and other drinks and then they had to get up all the time to go to the bathroom. Finally the girl that had to keep getting up to let them pass told them off. Which was good. But they were being drunk bums and I wanted to smack this one guy. Errrr. But oh well. Good times. Brooks and Dunn had this really cute girls brown hat but I tried to buy one after and they were sold out. :( It made me sad because they were really nice. I got a shirt instead but the hat was nice, and something different. But what can you do. I am still sick unfortunately though. And singing last night didn't help the voice. I don't understand why I can't get better. SOOOO annoying. I was hoping I would be better before my exams. So much for that.
Anyways, hopefully all of you are doing well. See yeah later.
Anyways, hopefully all of you are doing well. See yeah later.
Monday, April 17, 2006
Home
Well I am home for the week before exams. Hopefully your guys exams will go good in the next couple of days. I haven't done too much studying yet. Mostly because I went out for my sisters B-day and then it was Easter Sunday yesterday and we had family over. It's nice to be home, but almost too quiet... My cold got worse though. My throat hurts a lot and I get coughing attacks where my eyes start to water. It sucks but hopefully I will be good to go when I get back. Time to make dinner.... Peace
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Well apparently....
Well apparently me being an idiot doesn't really matter. I got 29.5/30 on my lab exam. That's just ridiculous. And they said it was going to be hard. It was not hard. The only reason why I probably didn't get full marks was because of that one stupid question. Hahaha. But now I don't even care because I did awesome anyways. That makes me happy. :) Oh and apparently I am rated 8th in my class out of 90 people. So maybe computer science is something I am actually good at.... well lets hope anyways. What a good way to start the day on the last day of classes. And with Shank's tonight I'm sure it will end good too. ;) Haha. Hope you are all having a wonderful day!
Thursday, April 06, 2006
I'm and idiot...
So I'm stupid. Don't you hate when you make stupid mistakes that you shouldn't have made and you realize it when it's too late and you hate yourself for it. Yeah well that happened to me today. I wrote my comp sci lab exam. It was so easy that it's actually unbelievable. Although that also worries me. I hope I did ok. That isn't the problem though. I know I made one mistake on there that could have been avoided if I wasn't so DUMB. Like really. I knew that I had to do it, it's not like I haven't done it before but somehow I just happened to conveniently forget during this test. I mean it will probably loose me like maybe 5% on the test max, BUT IT COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED. I was kicking myself for it not 100 feet from the building doors. FUCK! I really hate life sometimes. DUMB DUMB DUMB!!! Just had to get that off my chest.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
randomness
So guys, I haven't updated this in awhile, so I figured I should write something new, although Leanne hasn't updated hers in AGES!! Hint, hint. lol. Anyhow, I have had a few random drinking nights lately that aren't really planned but a pretty good time, and Matt had been the cause both times.... haha.
Friday night I was having a few beers no big deal. Well Matt decided to bring out his tequila. I drank a lot of tequila, and then some rum, so I was D-RUNK! Oh man. I have not been that bad in a long time. I do not know WHAT happened. I sort of remember Alison being in my room and puting the garbage can by my head, but that's about it. Oh and I payed for it Saturday let me tell you. I was ill till like 9:00 pm. BRUTAL. I still managed to play dodgeball successfully though so I was proud. But other then that my day was very unproductive. Sunday I did Econ and then went shopping for supplies for Design. Well that was crazy too. I went to Southgate mall and found NOTHING that I needed or wanted. So that sucked. I ended up going to West Ed anyways which I was trying to avoid but I guess I should have just gone there in the first place.
Monday we kicked 5K's ass in dodgeball, which was very satisfying. It's so much better when you know people from the floor. It was great. Now we just have to do that again tonight and we will be set for finals. Lets DO IT GIRLS!!! We will kick some ass. I went out last night for Kyle's b-day at Windsor's. That was fun. I was maybe going to have one drink. Well Abby gave me beer and once again Matt gave me beer and beer is evil. I always feel so full and ill when I drink it. Sometimes I wonder why I do at all. But it works I guess. I was buzzin. Then they tried to go to Duke's but it was closing so Champ gave the guys some beers in a box and they decided to drink them in the back alley. Yeah that was good. Matt stepped on my new clean white shoes with muddy shoes... I wan't happy but it wasn't that big of a deal because I could just wipe them clean. :)
I was so tired today though. Probably from going out last night. It was a long day. Kickboxing was tiring. I haven't sweated so much in my life. Oh well, it was good times. And I only have 2 classes left now! I can't believe classes are over in a week. That's so crazy. And I have my Comp Sci lab exam tomorrow. I should really go and study for that...
Keep truckin! We are on the home stretch now girls. Almost out of Lister for good! Yee Haw! Hahaha. Love you.
Friday night I was having a few beers no big deal. Well Matt decided to bring out his tequila. I drank a lot of tequila, and then some rum, so I was D-RUNK! Oh man. I have not been that bad in a long time. I do not know WHAT happened. I sort of remember Alison being in my room and puting the garbage can by my head, but that's about it. Oh and I payed for it Saturday let me tell you. I was ill till like 9:00 pm. BRUTAL. I still managed to play dodgeball successfully though so I was proud. But other then that my day was very unproductive. Sunday I did Econ and then went shopping for supplies for Design. Well that was crazy too. I went to Southgate mall and found NOTHING that I needed or wanted. So that sucked. I ended up going to West Ed anyways which I was trying to avoid but I guess I should have just gone there in the first place.
Monday we kicked 5K's ass in dodgeball, which was very satisfying. It's so much better when you know people from the floor. It was great. Now we just have to do that again tonight and we will be set for finals. Lets DO IT GIRLS!!! We will kick some ass. I went out last night for Kyle's b-day at Windsor's. That was fun. I was maybe going to have one drink. Well Abby gave me beer and once again Matt gave me beer and beer is evil. I always feel so full and ill when I drink it. Sometimes I wonder why I do at all. But it works I guess. I was buzzin. Then they tried to go to Duke's but it was closing so Champ gave the guys some beers in a box and they decided to drink them in the back alley. Yeah that was good. Matt stepped on my new clean white shoes with muddy shoes... I wan't happy but it wasn't that big of a deal because I could just wipe them clean. :)
I was so tired today though. Probably from going out last night. It was a long day. Kickboxing was tiring. I haven't sweated so much in my life. Oh well, it was good times. And I only have 2 classes left now! I can't believe classes are over in a week. That's so crazy. And I have my Comp Sci lab exam tomorrow. I should really go and study for that...
Keep truckin! We are on the home stretch now girls. Almost out of Lister for good! Yee Haw! Hahaha. Love you.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
DONE!!
I have finally finished my last midterm, done, done, done! It's very calming almost. So nice to just get it off my chest. Now I just have to start studying for finals and work on my design and get my portfolios together for my applications in the Design programs. Hell that's going to be the most stressful thing coming up. I have my Computer Science lab final next week too but I'm not too worried about that. The labs were easy and I have heard the final is almost the same. I'm sure I will be fine. Oh and I had my computer science presentation today too. That was nerve racking. I hate presentations. But it went well and our group did fine. It's worth 8% and I would have to say we couldn't have got any lower than 6%. So that's good. My Econ midterm sucked. I didn't really have enough time and her wording of the questions were confussing. I dunno. We will see how I did, but I'm scared. And we usually get the question booklet but if I want mine I have to get it from her later since I wrote the test early I wasn't allowed to have it. Oh well. No big deal. So yeah that's my update.
Oh but I had the worst sleep of my life last night. I went to bed early because I knew I had to get up and had to write my midterm today but I had a bad headache too. Well I don't know if it was the tea I drank or just me but I could not fall asleep for like 2 hours. So much for getting more sleep. And I didn't sleep that well either, I was rolling around a lot and just uncomfortable. Hopefully I will sleep better tonight. So that's my story and I'm stickin to it. Can anyone guess what song that is from?? Haha. Later dudes.
Kim
Oh but I had the worst sleep of my life last night. I went to bed early because I knew I had to get up and had to write my midterm today but I had a bad headache too. Well I don't know if it was the tea I drank or just me but I could not fall asleep for like 2 hours. So much for getting more sleep. And I didn't sleep that well either, I was rolling around a lot and just uncomfortable. Hopefully I will sleep better tonight. So that's my story and I'm stickin to it. Can anyone guess what song that is from?? Haha. Later dudes.
Kim
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Snow Plow
Ok I know I have been talking about this all day but SERIOUSLY??? Snow plowing at 4:30 in the fucking morning right outside of a residence. Are you fucking joking. I went to bed later then I wanted to last night just cause of whatever. Then once I went to bed random girls in this wing decided to be loud and stupid. So I didn't get to sleep right away. I was going to say something, but then they were quiet. So I went to sleep at probably 1:00. I had a midterm this morning in Human Sexuality at 8:00 am so I wanted to get a fairly decent sleep. Yeah well that didn't happen at all. I was kind of restless for some reason, who cares though, I was sleeping.
UNTIL.... the stupid snow plow. So I was woken up to the sounds of those crazy big snow plows that have the bob cat like shovels on them. It was just going about it's business SCRAPING away at the asphalt to clear all that snow and making LOUD BEEPING NOISES while backing up, shoveling the sidewalk right outside my window. AAAAAHHHHH. I'm like ok so maybe it's almost time to get up right? WRONG! I look at my clock and it's 4:30 in the morning. FOUR THIRTY! Yeah so I was pissed. It took me forever to fall back asleep because I could hear it back and forth, back and forth, and then I was just so angry about the whole situation I just couldn't sleep.
Once I did back to sleep I only had a few hours left before I had to get up. Therefore I ended up being really slow this morning on the get go. I made it to my midterm on time, and it didn't go to badly but it probably could have gone better if I slept better. It just makes me bitter. I mean for what reason would they be doing it then of all times. I understand cause there are no cars or people at this time so it might make it easier, but there are people sleeping. Go snowplow somewhere else on campus where there are no people. Oh and I don't even know if that is really allowed cause I know construction can't start till 7:00 am because of noise bylaws so I don't know how this is any different. It better not happen again or I am going to speak to someone, ANYONE about it.
Totally unacceptable. And it ended up ruining my whole day because I was so tired so I slept through part of my Computer Science class and part of my Econ class and I felt like I was walking around like a deadbeat. Even squash wasn't as much fun today just because I didn't have the energy to try or run around. You will pay snow plow man, if I ever find you....
But I guess I am ok now. Must move on right. Finish off my stupid Computer Science project and off to bed it is for me. If I hadn't been procrastinating about this all night (the project that is) I could be in bed by now. Oh well. Now I must be off. Later dudes!
UNTIL.... the stupid snow plow. So I was woken up to the sounds of those crazy big snow plows that have the bob cat like shovels on them. It was just going about it's business SCRAPING away at the asphalt to clear all that snow and making LOUD BEEPING NOISES while backing up, shoveling the sidewalk right outside my window. AAAAAHHHHH. I'm like ok so maybe it's almost time to get up right? WRONG! I look at my clock and it's 4:30 in the morning. FOUR THIRTY! Yeah so I was pissed. It took me forever to fall back asleep because I could hear it back and forth, back and forth, and then I was just so angry about the whole situation I just couldn't sleep.
Once I did back to sleep I only had a few hours left before I had to get up. Therefore I ended up being really slow this morning on the get go. I made it to my midterm on time, and it didn't go to badly but it probably could have gone better if I slept better. It just makes me bitter. I mean for what reason would they be doing it then of all times. I understand cause there are no cars or people at this time so it might make it easier, but there are people sleeping. Go snowplow somewhere else on campus where there are no people. Oh and I don't even know if that is really allowed cause I know construction can't start till 7:00 am because of noise bylaws so I don't know how this is any different. It better not happen again or I am going to speak to someone, ANYONE about it.
Totally unacceptable. And it ended up ruining my whole day because I was so tired so I slept through part of my Computer Science class and part of my Econ class and I felt like I was walking around like a deadbeat. Even squash wasn't as much fun today just because I didn't have the energy to try or run around. You will pay snow plow man, if I ever find you....
But I guess I am ok now. Must move on right. Finish off my stupid Computer Science project and off to bed it is for me. If I hadn't been procrastinating about this all night (the project that is) I could be in bed by now. Oh well. Now I must be off. Later dudes!
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Oh Alcohol...
Last night was a good time. Oh St. Patrick's Day, how you influence alcohol intake! Haha. Duke's was fun, a lot of drunken people doing supid drunken things. And a lot of fun amuzing conversations with drunken people. It was a good time.
I talked to Chris Thompson a bunch. He just came up and started chatting with me. That has only happened one other time this year and we were both drunk then too. Hahaha. Pure crazyness. That kid is pretty cool though.
Playing quarters and hanging out was a good time. Silly silly. Alison and Leanne, you guys are always good for some entertainment. Now your picture is captured by all the guys who work at Duke's! Hahaha. Sweet. You make me laugh. Hope you had some good times last night.
I think that is the last time I will be drinking this year. Can't do it anymore. Too hard on the body and I have to worry about school now that we are getting close the end.
Later all!
I talked to Chris Thompson a bunch. He just came up and started chatting with me. That has only happened one other time this year and we were both drunk then too. Hahaha. Pure crazyness. That kid is pretty cool though.
Playing quarters and hanging out was a good time. Silly silly. Alison and Leanne, you guys are always good for some entertainment. Now your picture is captured by all the guys who work at Duke's! Hahaha. Sweet. You make me laugh. Hope you had some good times last night.
I think that is the last time I will be drinking this year. Can't do it anymore. Too hard on the body and I have to worry about school now that we are getting close the end.
Later all!
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Jealousy
It's been really weird, but lately I have felt jealous of everyone and what they have and their lives. And sometime they may not even understand their life or are not even at all happy with it, but I still wish. Does this make sense? What is wrong with me? If I put out there why I was jealous about some things most of you would be like why?? It's not that great, or they don't think it's great at all.
I think the real problem is I am so unhappy with so much of my own life that I am trying to escape through others and it's not really working. Other then the fact that the U of A is in Edmonton and I have to be in Edmonton to go here, I would be tempted to stay home if the program was offered in Calgary. I mean not everything is always perfect there, but generally I think I am more happy and content when I am there, at home then when I am here. It's weird, and I don't know why, but that's how I am feeling at the moment. Maybe I just need a home fix and then I will be ready to come back. Maybe it will be better next year when I'm not living in Lister and I have a home.
So many things running through my brain. But I have to try and block them out and just finish this year because I have so much left I need to do and I can't have this holding me back all the time. I feel like I have been shot in the head and my brains are splattered all over the wall behind me. Not functioning normally. AAAAHHHHHH!!!
Ok I feel a bit better now that my thoughts have been sprawled across the page. Hope you enjoy the crazy confusion called my life.
Peace
I think the real problem is I am so unhappy with so much of my own life that I am trying to escape through others and it's not really working. Other then the fact that the U of A is in Edmonton and I have to be in Edmonton to go here, I would be tempted to stay home if the program was offered in Calgary. I mean not everything is always perfect there, but generally I think I am more happy and content when I am there, at home then when I am here. It's weird, and I don't know why, but that's how I am feeling at the moment. Maybe I just need a home fix and then I will be ready to come back. Maybe it will be better next year when I'm not living in Lister and I have a home.
So many things running through my brain. But I have to try and block them out and just finish this year because I have so much left I need to do and I can't have this holding me back all the time. I feel like I have been shot in the head and my brains are splattered all over the wall behind me. Not functioning normally. AAAAHHHHHH!!!
Ok I feel a bit better now that my thoughts have been sprawled across the page. Hope you enjoy the crazy confusion called my life.
Peace
Monday, March 13, 2006
Strange how things work out....
This weekend was a bit of a bust in terms of plans but in the end I still had fun and it was probably the way it should have been. I mean Friday we had the Gin and Juice party and I thought it would be a fun time and it could show my sister a good rez time. But it kinda failed. I mean the party was pretty pathetic in terms of Lister parties. And she didn't even like the gin which doesn't surprise me so now I have to pay for her anyways even though she didn't drink any and she drank my other alcohol. Lol. Oh well. We peobably should have gone to Duke's. Always guaranteed to have a good time. But it worked out ok cause everyone ditched to pass out and who knows what. I got to talk to Pat's brother who is a lot nicer then Pat. Pretty cool kid. Me and Kelsey had a good time talking to Matt. I don't get to have many good conversations with him but it was fun. Then we went to bed pretty early and just had a good sleep.
Saturday we got up and went to West Ed where Kels had never been before. It was super busy there though. We bought something from Winners but it was like the first store we hit so the other stores it was more like exploring the mall. We were there for awhile and met up with Heather and Matt who were also here this weekend and it was fun to see them again. Then we took the bus back and went to BP's for a good dinner on my dad. :) Yummy food. Then we came back, got ready and went.
Again this year it was just my true friends that came. Thank you Dani, Leanne, and Ali, you made this weekend for me and I value your friendship. No one else made it but we danced a bit, got angry at the stupid bitches at the bar and then walked home, got chips and pizza and just watched Grease. Which was the best part of the night for me. :) I guess I don't need much else then to be with my friends and being our normal silly selves, just singing to the movie. That made my night. Then me and Kels just went off to bed and slept.
I read in the morning and she slept in and then we watched a movie. Then I took her to the bus and she went home. It was really weird to say good by to her. I was actually kind of sad she was going. I miss her. I'm glad she came. Then I just had a chillin night, talking to Dani and watching Coyote Ugly. It was a pretty relaxing night. Now I have to get my shit together and keep on top of things till the end of the year! It's gettin close guys. 47 days till I move back home and 32 days till the last day of classes. It's crazy. The next few weeks will be busy for all of us. But thanks again guys, I love you all, and I am always here for you if you need someone.
Saturday we got up and went to West Ed where Kels had never been before. It was super busy there though. We bought something from Winners but it was like the first store we hit so the other stores it was more like exploring the mall. We were there for awhile and met up with Heather and Matt who were also here this weekend and it was fun to see them again. Then we took the bus back and went to BP's for a good dinner on my dad. :) Yummy food. Then we came back, got ready and went.
Again this year it was just my true friends that came. Thank you Dani, Leanne, and Ali, you made this weekend for me and I value your friendship. No one else made it but we danced a bit, got angry at the stupid bitches at the bar and then walked home, got chips and pizza and just watched Grease. Which was the best part of the night for me. :) I guess I don't need much else then to be with my friends and being our normal silly selves, just singing to the movie. That made my night. Then me and Kels just went off to bed and slept.
I read in the morning and she slept in and then we watched a movie. Then I took her to the bus and she went home. It was really weird to say good by to her. I was actually kind of sad she was going. I miss her. I'm glad she came. Then I just had a chillin night, talking to Dani and watching Coyote Ugly. It was a pretty relaxing night. Now I have to get my shit together and keep on top of things till the end of the year! It's gettin close guys. 47 days till I move back home and 32 days till the last day of classes. It's crazy. The next few weeks will be busy for all of us. But thanks again guys, I love you all, and I am always here for you if you need someone.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
drunken weekend
Hey guys, what's up? Thought I would amuse myself by writing a blog while still recovering from my hangover even though it is now 4:00 in the afternoon. I haven't been like this in so long. It was nice to just party though. Oh man I miss it. Being responsible sucks sometimes. Haha. Oh well. So Thursday night was a good time. It sucked that we had to wait in line at the Union for so long but only because I had to pee really. I need to get a new bladder... Me and Dani danced tons and it was a good time. I drank a fair mount too. Silly alcohol, it cost me so much money, I wish I was a cheap drunk. Hahaha. Unfortunately we left by about 12:30 because I was feeling ill, stupid cramps, and Dani wanted to go home anyways. But I had such a good time partying with the floor. It's been awhile since I have done that.
We caught a cab and went home. Shared some Kraft Dinner which was super tasty and then I sat in the lounge for quite awhile with people chatting. It was a good time. Although I was up until about 3 and I didn't end up making it to my math class that morning. I guess I will just have to get the notes from Hardcore, if I can read them. So yesterday was a bit of a right off. However I did go to the design studios and do a bit of homework which is good. My goal is to not fall behind this second half of the semester so I can actually go home on time after my portfolio is due.
Last night was a rockin good time though. Sweatpants are just so comfortable, it was a good kegger. I did however get really drunk. I remember all of the night except the last hour is probably a bit blurry. Beer is just bad news with me, I just get stupid on the stuff. I was right fucked that's for sure. I'm paying for it today too. I had fun though. Met some new people. Don't know if they will remember me though cause we were all kinda drunk. We threw stuff at this really drunk guy Chris which was funny. That's what he gets for passing out in the middle of a kegger, not cool man. Oh the one thing that was pissy though... I stepped in some gum on the floor in the house and it was nasty. I remember being kinda pissed about it all night. Kinda minor but that's me. Anyways, I saw people leaving slowly but I ended up being there for a long time. The house was definitely emptying out by then.
At the end of the night I remember I was going to walk home with Leanne. I was getting ready to go and I thought that just some random guy gave her a beer and she was going to stay and chat so I left by myself which was cool. I was informed this morning that the guy was Kjell. That is why I am pretty sure that I don't remember everything from last night cause Kjell is a hard guy to miss. Anyways, I was also told that I was very drunk and apparently I fell out of one of the chairs or knocked it over or something and Kjell helped me up. Definitely don't remember that. I dunno. I walked home really fast and went straight to bed. I was going to go to bed makeup and all but I ended up actually washing it off so that's good.
Some good times! It's made for a pretty good weekend and I still have a day left! Which is sweet. I do have homework to do though. Especially cause next weekend will probably be similar because Kelsey is coming to town and we are going to party for my b-day. So that's pretty cool. But that's the gist of it. Later all.
We caught a cab and went home. Shared some Kraft Dinner which was super tasty and then I sat in the lounge for quite awhile with people chatting. It was a good time. Although I was up until about 3 and I didn't end up making it to my math class that morning. I guess I will just have to get the notes from Hardcore, if I can read them. So yesterday was a bit of a right off. However I did go to the design studios and do a bit of homework which is good. My goal is to not fall behind this second half of the semester so I can actually go home on time after my portfolio is due.
Last night was a rockin good time though. Sweatpants are just so comfortable, it was a good kegger. I did however get really drunk. I remember all of the night except the last hour is probably a bit blurry. Beer is just bad news with me, I just get stupid on the stuff. I was right fucked that's for sure. I'm paying for it today too. I had fun though. Met some new people. Don't know if they will remember me though cause we were all kinda drunk. We threw stuff at this really drunk guy Chris which was funny. That's what he gets for passing out in the middle of a kegger, not cool man. Oh the one thing that was pissy though... I stepped in some gum on the floor in the house and it was nasty. I remember being kinda pissed about it all night. Kinda minor but that's me. Anyways, I saw people leaving slowly but I ended up being there for a long time. The house was definitely emptying out by then.
At the end of the night I remember I was going to walk home with Leanne. I was getting ready to go and I thought that just some random guy gave her a beer and she was going to stay and chat so I left by myself which was cool. I was informed this morning that the guy was Kjell. That is why I am pretty sure that I don't remember everything from last night cause Kjell is a hard guy to miss. Anyways, I was also told that I was very drunk and apparently I fell out of one of the chairs or knocked it over or something and Kjell helped me up. Definitely don't remember that. I dunno. I walked home really fast and went straight to bed. I was going to go to bed makeup and all but I ended up actually washing it off so that's good.
Some good times! It's made for a pretty good weekend and I still have a day left! Which is sweet. I do have homework to do though. Especially cause next weekend will probably be similar because Kelsey is coming to town and we are going to party for my b-day. So that's pretty cool. But that's the gist of it. Later all.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
week at home
Soo it's been awhile since I wrote and it appears I was the only one that didn't write a blog last Thursday. Although thats probably a good thing because I was behind on my design anyways. So sorry again about that guys. I'm an idiot. I need to stay on top of this stuff more this second half of the semester so I can study more for my finals. I can do it! I have faith. Hahaha. Although I am kinda falling behind already. I have to still do reading for comp sci and do some practice programs. That's my plan for the rest of the afternoon.
Last week was pretty stressful but its been nice to be home. I went to Regina Saturday morning. That was a fun drive. Although I slept a lot. Visted with my grandpa and Betty Saturday and Sunday and then went home Monday. I slept a lot on the way home too! It was great. Had dinner with my Baba and Gyda and my Baba made me a touque and scarf. She is funny. Haven't done much of anything since then. Caught up with some of my shows. I haven't been able to do too much because LEANNE GAVE ME HER COLD!!! Hahaha. Oh well. Life goes on. I have been pretty lucky this year with my health.
I went and got my licence renewed which is good I guess except I'm without ID for a little bit now. Kinda annoying. Oh well. I guess I will have to use my passport or something.... It shouldn't take more then a week but then my parents have to send it to me and you know Lister mail.
I'm going snowboarding at Lake Louise tomorrow. Which should be stupidly awesome cause it has snowed soo much in the last 2 days. It's exciting. I think I'm going back to Edmonton on Sunday. I feel kinda bad cause my dad is driving me back but it happens to be his b-day that day too. Shit I just thought I haven't got him anything. Although I'm sure he doesn't want anything but still. I usually get him something. Guess I should go shopping Saturday.
So that's what I have been up to this week. Hope you are having fun too! I'm sure you are. See you all soon.
Peace!
Last week was pretty stressful but its been nice to be home. I went to Regina Saturday morning. That was a fun drive. Although I slept a lot. Visted with my grandpa and Betty Saturday and Sunday and then went home Monday. I slept a lot on the way home too! It was great. Had dinner with my Baba and Gyda and my Baba made me a touque and scarf. She is funny. Haven't done much of anything since then. Caught up with some of my shows. I haven't been able to do too much because LEANNE GAVE ME HER COLD!!! Hahaha. Oh well. Life goes on. I have been pretty lucky this year with my health.
I went and got my licence renewed which is good I guess except I'm without ID for a little bit now. Kinda annoying. Oh well. I guess I will have to use my passport or something.... It shouldn't take more then a week but then my parents have to send it to me and you know Lister mail.
I'm going snowboarding at Lake Louise tomorrow. Which should be stupidly awesome cause it has snowed soo much in the last 2 days. It's exciting. I think I'm going back to Edmonton on Sunday. I feel kinda bad cause my dad is driving me back but it happens to be his b-day that day too. Shit I just thought I haven't got him anything. Although I'm sure he doesn't want anything but still. I usually get him something. Guess I should go shopping Saturday.
So that's what I have been up to this week. Hope you are having fun too! I'm sure you are. See you all soon.
Peace!
Monday, February 13, 2006
crazy week, but at the end is home!
This week sucks because I have multiple misterms, a design portfolio and a math assignment which I suck at. I don't like this week but I'm taking it step by step and tomorrow much of the horribleness will be over. But I do have one thing to look forward too. Going home on friday. I can't wait for yummy food and a break from this place and school. I don't function well here anymore, or sleep. I should work on that. Anyhow just wanted to give you a brief update and I just wanted to write something in my blog!
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
today started off as a good day...
Today started off as a good day. I had a shower this morning and braided my hair and wore my new pink sweater and it was just good. Went to Human Sexuality which was interesting as always, we talked about sex positions today... although the prof said that the lecture couldn't really teach you about it and if you think you can learn about it from a book without actually doing it you are very wrong.... crap. lol. just kidding.
Anyways, I think the bad day started when I wrote on my sweater. It was just a little blue mark but I was annoyed at myself. Then I went to Computer Science which stared off ok until about half an hour in when this fat, stinky, really annoying guy came and sat next to me. My definitely went down hill from there. The rest of the class he was all I could hear and concentrate on because of his annoyingness and stench. Then when I finally left class I went and got Subway which was tasty but I sat alone as usual because I don't have any break friends, which was kind of depressing today for some reason.
Then I tried to do my math assignment which was hopeless. I am stupid. I will be lucky if I don't fail this stupid class. And the stupid thing is I still need to make sure I have a decent GPA to get into the design program and I actually need this math class unlike a bunch of the classes I'm in. It sucks... So I went and got some math help which was good. Then I went to Econ. Did nothing special in that class except for maybe sleep. I would say I was awake for the first half hour and then I was out. Like I was actually dreaming. Almost the rest of the class.
This caused some problems when it was time to leave because I was disoriented when I got up because it was like I was waking up from a nap. So I was trying to walk around the bazillion people outside of the lecture halls all the while trying to hold my T-square and do up my jacket, WHICH WOULD NOT DO UP. This is where I was actually getting mad. Then I had to step over this chicks shit because she was sitting RIGHT in the middle of the stairs. Like WHAT THE HELL??? Clearly there are people trying to get out could you not MOVE? So I just about tripped over her textbook and stepped on her coat. After that I wanted to walk all over her coat I was so pissed. So I slowly walked back to lister in my angry state and then I started to think....
This led to some more thinking which led to me getting back and trying to have a nap but taking about half an hour to fall asleep because I was thinking. It was nice to actually have a nap and I didn't want to get up after but I figured I should. Although i haven't done anything except be on my computer and talk to Vanessa because I am procrastinating which is not the best decision right now but I don't seem to care...
Like seriously I am always thinking about how I need to be in better shape and to stop eating crappy food but when I have a day like this I totally go to the comfort food. I am sure I ate half a bag of chips. The big bags... Like FUCK!!! What is my problem? Like why am I so annoyed and irritable today. Oh and all that thinking didn't really help. I guess I kinda left that part out, what I was thinking about.
Yeah well me being stupid I was thinking about mostly boys. Leanne knows this from last night but I guess Chris has a girlfriend now, and I think I am actually bothered by it. I don't know why because we haven't talked to much lately but there was always the chance of something possibly happening if I wanted it to but now there isn't. I don't know whats goin on. Or maybe I finally realised I really won't ever find someone because my luck so far... sucks. I think that is my other problem. I feel a lot more lonely lately, even if I'm not really alone. It just seems like I don't have any luck with this stuff. I don't even know if I am looking forward to my b-day because I feel so pathetic.
Like seriously WHO AM I??? What normal person has this many issues with not finding a guy and no one liking them or me liking the wrong people. AAAAHHHHHHH!!! Now I am just getting angry and I don't even know why. I just want to crawl in a corner. I am destined to become a nun... Ok I am done wallowing in my own self pitty now. Bye dudes.
Anyways, I think the bad day started when I wrote on my sweater. It was just a little blue mark but I was annoyed at myself. Then I went to Computer Science which stared off ok until about half an hour in when this fat, stinky, really annoying guy came and sat next to me. My definitely went down hill from there. The rest of the class he was all I could hear and concentrate on because of his annoyingness and stench. Then when I finally left class I went and got Subway which was tasty but I sat alone as usual because I don't have any break friends, which was kind of depressing today for some reason.
Then I tried to do my math assignment which was hopeless. I am stupid. I will be lucky if I don't fail this stupid class. And the stupid thing is I still need to make sure I have a decent GPA to get into the design program and I actually need this math class unlike a bunch of the classes I'm in. It sucks... So I went and got some math help which was good. Then I went to Econ. Did nothing special in that class except for maybe sleep. I would say I was awake for the first half hour and then I was out. Like I was actually dreaming. Almost the rest of the class.
This caused some problems when it was time to leave because I was disoriented when I got up because it was like I was waking up from a nap. So I was trying to walk around the bazillion people outside of the lecture halls all the while trying to hold my T-square and do up my jacket, WHICH WOULD NOT DO UP. This is where I was actually getting mad. Then I had to step over this chicks shit because she was sitting RIGHT in the middle of the stairs. Like WHAT THE HELL??? Clearly there are people trying to get out could you not MOVE? So I just about tripped over her textbook and stepped on her coat. After that I wanted to walk all over her coat I was so pissed. So I slowly walked back to lister in my angry state and then I started to think....
This led to some more thinking which led to me getting back and trying to have a nap but taking about half an hour to fall asleep because I was thinking. It was nice to actually have a nap and I didn't want to get up after but I figured I should. Although i haven't done anything except be on my computer and talk to Vanessa because I am procrastinating which is not the best decision right now but I don't seem to care...
Like seriously I am always thinking about how I need to be in better shape and to stop eating crappy food but when I have a day like this I totally go to the comfort food. I am sure I ate half a bag of chips. The big bags... Like FUCK!!! What is my problem? Like why am I so annoyed and irritable today. Oh and all that thinking didn't really help. I guess I kinda left that part out, what I was thinking about.
Yeah well me being stupid I was thinking about mostly boys. Leanne knows this from last night but I guess Chris has a girlfriend now, and I think I am actually bothered by it. I don't know why because we haven't talked to much lately but there was always the chance of something possibly happening if I wanted it to but now there isn't. I don't know whats goin on. Or maybe I finally realised I really won't ever find someone because my luck so far... sucks. I think that is my other problem. I feel a lot more lonely lately, even if I'm not really alone. It just seems like I don't have any luck with this stuff. I don't even know if I am looking forward to my b-day because I feel so pathetic.
Like seriously WHO AM I??? What normal person has this many issues with not finding a guy and no one liking them or me liking the wrong people. AAAAHHHHHHH!!! Now I am just getting angry and I don't even know why. I just want to crawl in a corner. I am destined to become a nun... Ok I am done wallowing in my own self pitty now. Bye dudes.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
a never ending week...
of hell I think. It just doesn't seem like it's going to be all that great, so far it's lived up to my expectations. You see last week was SKULK. Which was a lot of fun as usual but also not healthy for the body. Lack of sleep probably didn't help as well as kissing (well touching lips) with so many people from my floor gave me some sort of illness. I HATE COLDS. I have been fine pretty much all year this year, which is so awesome cause I was sick all the time last year.
But no of course I wasn't going to go the whole year without having a deadly cold that would have been way to abnormal for Lister. I was just hoping. But I guess it was all worth it cause we WON!! That's right bitches, we kicked fuckin ass again, even while every other floor was sabbatoging us in the penny wars because we fucking kick ass. It's so awesome. Makes me happy. :) I almost considered not drinking Saturday since i got pretty sick but clearly that was not going to happen cause it's mystery lake and it's like a sin if you aren't hosed. So I got fairly drunk. Felt pretty good too. I even cried when we won... although I'm not sure why, made me happy I guess. It was good to see everyones hard work stand out. I'm proud. Me and Dani had a pretty good time dancing one the stage and I had fun screaming. I'm not sure how I didn't loose my voice Sunday... Good times though.
But anyways, back to the good weekend leading into a bad week. I was pretty sick Sunday from this cold. I was sick yesterday which made kickboxing class really hard because I'm having issues breathing, and I had the worst stomach ache that just wanted to eat my body. Not cool. Oh yeah and I get my period sometime this week to top it all off!! Woohoo. I couldn't have done any better that's for sure. Plus I have readings, homework, design projects to catch up on, oh and sleep, which hasn't worked well. I try to sleep but yet I'm still not getting enough to keep me awake in class. I need more sleep when I'm sick like most people but I haven't been able to really get that for whatever reason. Maybe part of it is because I am sick but I haven't been sleeping well and at 3:30 this moring I woke up like wide awake and for a few minutes I thought the clock said 6:30 which ment I had to get up and blah. Just no fun. I mean I almost fell asleep in Human Sexuality this morning, if that doesn't tell you something is wrong then I don't know what will. (We had the coolest presenter this morning, he taught us a lot and he make sex/relationship board games that look super cool but of course right now are of no use to me so of course it would be stupid to get one, BUT THEY ARE SO COOL. Oh and he is even giving us a discount! Haha. If anyone wants one let me know...) .
But yeah I slept through most of Comp Sci which isn't good because she started C++ programming today and I kinda need to know how to do that. So lets hope I picked up on most of the stuff.
I think the only thing I have to look forward to is that they have cabbage rolls and perogies in the cafe tonight!!! Yay. First time since we have been back and it couldn't have been soon enough. I don't think this week is going to be good for anyone. Ali, I hope your week gets better as the days go by. It's hard to hear you sad and not being able to do anything about it. Leanne I hope you rape your midterm and that they can figure out whats wrong with your stomach with that test so you can keep your food down, cause it sucks being hungry!! Dani, I hope yoga and wall climbing is fun and your arms don't get too sore! Next week will be better! (well I hope anyways) Later dudes!
But no of course I wasn't going to go the whole year without having a deadly cold that would have been way to abnormal for Lister. I was just hoping. But I guess it was all worth it cause we WON!! That's right bitches, we kicked fuckin ass again, even while every other floor was sabbatoging us in the penny wars because we fucking kick ass. It's so awesome. Makes me happy. :) I almost considered not drinking Saturday since i got pretty sick but clearly that was not going to happen cause it's mystery lake and it's like a sin if you aren't hosed. So I got fairly drunk. Felt pretty good too. I even cried when we won... although I'm not sure why, made me happy I guess. It was good to see everyones hard work stand out. I'm proud. Me and Dani had a pretty good time dancing one the stage and I had fun screaming. I'm not sure how I didn't loose my voice Sunday... Good times though.
But anyways, back to the good weekend leading into a bad week. I was pretty sick Sunday from this cold. I was sick yesterday which made kickboxing class really hard because I'm having issues breathing, and I had the worst stomach ache that just wanted to eat my body. Not cool. Oh yeah and I get my period sometime this week to top it all off!! Woohoo. I couldn't have done any better that's for sure. Plus I have readings, homework, design projects to catch up on, oh and sleep, which hasn't worked well. I try to sleep but yet I'm still not getting enough to keep me awake in class. I need more sleep when I'm sick like most people but I haven't been able to really get that for whatever reason. Maybe part of it is because I am sick but I haven't been sleeping well and at 3:30 this moring I woke up like wide awake and for a few minutes I thought the clock said 6:30 which ment I had to get up and blah. Just no fun. I mean I almost fell asleep in Human Sexuality this morning, if that doesn't tell you something is wrong then I don't know what will. (We had the coolest presenter this morning, he taught us a lot and he make sex/relationship board games that look super cool but of course right now are of no use to me so of course it would be stupid to get one, BUT THEY ARE SO COOL. Oh and he is even giving us a discount! Haha. If anyone wants one let me know...) .
But yeah I slept through most of Comp Sci which isn't good because she started C++ programming today and I kinda need to know how to do that. So lets hope I picked up on most of the stuff.
I think the only thing I have to look forward to is that they have cabbage rolls and perogies in the cafe tonight!!! Yay. First time since we have been back and it couldn't have been soon enough. I don't think this week is going to be good for anyone. Ali, I hope your week gets better as the days go by. It's hard to hear you sad and not being able to do anything about it. Leanne I hope you rape your midterm and that they can figure out whats wrong with your stomach with that test so you can keep your food down, cause it sucks being hungry!! Dani, I hope yoga and wall climbing is fun and your arms don't get too sore! Next week will be better! (well I hope anyways) Later dudes!
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
I know, I know
I try to keep up on my posts but I still can't type as fast as you even though I am faster then I used to be. For me to write a blog it can be quite time conssuming and I haven't seemed to have the time since I have had math assignments, and design and then there is the readings, which I have been pretty good about keeping up with this semester. I am quite proud of myself actually. :) Yet somehow I am still behind in a lot of it but I seem to only be able to do so much in one day before I get bored and then I end up being lazy. I can do it! And you all know what happened this weekend, since you were all there, or someone has already wrote about it. Haha. The Kegger was awesome though, and I am totally looking forwarf to Mystery Lake. It will be great. I need to go and buy a disposable camera! At least I have something ot look forward too. But this blog is finished for now because i have a math assignment to finish!! Later peeps.
Kim
Kim
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Intense
Last night was crazy. I got right fucked, and had an awesome time. I didn't really want to come back, cause living here just seems weird and I miss having a home. I realized that when I was at home during the break. It's weird. I'm glad that I have my friends here to take care of me though, cause who knows what would happen if I didn't. Pure crazyness. My head hurts a little bit today though, and I still feel dizzy. Stupid hangovers. I'm glad I didn't consume any more alcohol, that would have been bad. I think I need to have a nap now though. Recover a bit more from my intoxicating night. Haha. Later. Love you all. And thanks for takin care of me!
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